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i feel so ugh. wasnt able to pull an allnighter...close to it though. i went to crawled into my freezing cold bed at 5:15am could really fall asleep all night but if i did it was close to six in the morning. and my alarm went off at 6:20...i slept till 6:38....heh yea not a lot of sleep right. no. i feel sick and dead.
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[08 Nov 2004|11:52pm] |
yea so im feeling a little better about things, but the day that i was really depressed sucked. and then the next day was no better at all. i had a topn of things to do like homework and shit before i went to work and close on saturday night. i fell asleep rather early on friday since i was all blah, so i basically got a good nights sleep. i woke up around 930 10 i think on saturday morning. so im chilling out hoping to have a cool day. i start to get some reading done and then the mail comes and something from the bank came. gah. my check to my parents for that stupid illustrator program bounced...meaning my mom didnt get the money when they deposited so i had to add he money in my account and still owe her 82 bucks. plus i had to pay a 20 dollar fee because it bounced. fucking sucks. and she took away the 20 bucks for gas money so i had to pay for it with my debit card before i went to work that day. but i had problems with the card at the gas station. i usually pay with caash so its no biggie but yea. so i get to work. jam packed with everyone on the planet. we seated for 2 1/2 fucking hours...thats wayyy ass long to seat people. thet place was a mess after the rush. the floors..the register area..i was down to my last four cups and then jody came out and helped stocked while we rang. gahhh it was horrible...just tooo many people. ive never seen it that bad for a while. and so the crap comes. my drawer was under my 10 bucks that night. we couldnt find it anywhere...jody and i calculated the credit card receipts a million times to see if we made a mistake. i doubled checked the drawer and nothing. so i got written up for that. grrr. 3 times in a month and you're taken off register. yea so i think its ok not too bad...yea well the next day i opened and that shift, my drawer was over by 8.51...what the hell!!?!? seriously i dont know what happened...they thought i was working so long that i should go home and they would tell me later if they found the money so i dont know if i was written up again. i hope i wasnt. i hope i hope. i was really sure id be balanced or close to it. so im going in tomorrow to see if i was and to check when i work.
yea so im writing an essay paper and blah blah. and my throat reallllllllly hurts right now. i drank 2 cups of echinachea tea, 1 cup regular, had hard candy, gargled with warm salt water...i want it to go away now!! gah. so i got to get back to my problem solution paper. see ya.
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[02 Nov 2004|08:00am] |
yay i voted today!!!!! yayyyy me!
anyways im in class so i probably even shouldnt be on this thing. heh. oh well. the instructr is not here yet and its is already 8:01....ooooh meby ill leave at 8:10 or something. ok yea im bored.
oh yea...things have been very weird lately in the guy department...more on this later i suppose...
ive decided to make all the rest of my posts friends only...
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[23 Sep 2004|10:23pm] |
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mall was pretty fun today. anne and decided to go and we ended up spending. i spent too much but im ok with it. hehe. i bought perfume...the liv tyler one and got some free gifts with it. also bought a sweatshirt and cute cute hat at pacsun and also 2 necklaces from anchor blue. yay. now since ill look all nice and smell all nice, i need to hang out with matt!
im pretty damn tired i only got like 3 hours of sleep if not less. got into bed after 3am and my alarm woke me up at 6am but i slept till....brace yourselves 6:09!!!!!! yea and so i had a full day of class....4 of them 8 till 215...i could have left at like 130 but i stayed and worked on my webpage. got home. watched friends episodes and took a very long nap and then went to the mall and now im here. kk. yea. alrighty then. i need to um sleep...yea thats what it is. sleep.
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i got work soon. ima leave a little before 11 cuz i got to be there by 1130 and its going to be crowded in there so ill go in earlier. anyways. yea. im not looking forward to a double shift. im way too tired. i stayed up real ass late. lying in my bed listening to music then finally decided to turn in off and actually sleep. so yea. and i set my alarm for 8. went to bed almost 4 and yea. blah. ok i better start getting ready or ima be late.
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[17 Sep 2004|08:50pm] |
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Heather made my journal look awesome!!!! Check it out!!
Thenks Heather!!! U r sooo cool! LUv EvRyOnE!!!
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[17 Sep 2004|08:19pm] |
yep thats me ;P and Zander! lol
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[15 Sep 2004|05:11pm] |
good news is i dont hafta open for work on sunday.
bad news is i got to go in at 1130 for a double shift.
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[05 Sep 2004|12:30am] |
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Anne and I went to the mall and Toys R Us for a bit...it was fun...and funny. The duck I bought is so awesome!!! His name is Zander thanks to Matt. So yea. haha. Anne and I had fun shopping it was cool. But we always have fun chillin. so that rocks. i love my friends.
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i think im going to cry...these ducks are supercute and i cannot save them...
http://www.homestarrunner.com/dg1.html play it try it...good luck...its so sad..
anyways. i had my first college class yesterday. it was aiiright. its an art class....drawing and compostition...i think it should be cool..being an art major is going to be fun yet i still got to kick out general ed classes and stuff like english and crap. im meeting new people tho. so thats cool. anyways...i got out early yesterday so i went home..and before got some wendys...ate that at home quickly...jumped in the shower and left for work..and i was late...but it was monday so pretty dead there. franie cracked me up there with the phones and the gloves...it was pretty boring there cuz like no customers but that was ok cuz i like it better that way. im working again tomorrow. 5 to closing. class today...hecktic but nice. i had visual technologies at 8am and it goes till 950am. we were let out 40 minutes early...so i went to find my art history class...and got soooo lost. it was in 1462...and yea...i guess the door was open and it was covering the room number so i passed right by it. my instructor is this cool russian lady. we went over the syllabus and that was it...supposed to go from 10am till 1115am...but yea we got out 45 minutes early...haha so i had like an hour to kill before my next class that started at 1130am which was english. so i dropped my books off at the car and called anne from my cell...ran down battery which it informed me twice later on in my class in my pocket..haha...it was hot out there. when i got to class at 8...it was foggy and cold..then it warmed up fast. so i went to english and talked to this girl named melissa. shes also in my art history class. so thats good. i know people. haha. um so yea. we had a scavenger hunt..so we got in groups and went around campus looking for room numbers and names of people in offices..and like how many palm trees were in the courtyard..and blah blah. but it was fun. cuz we stopped for the free pizza from bjs that they were giving out in front. it was cold but it was good. i was hungry. i didnt eat anything till then. haha. so then we were supposed to get back to class by like 12:10...haha we got back at 12 but everyone else already came back...kinda funny. so we inroduced ourselves and talked about our assignment which is writing a one page paper max on what would freud say about ME...heh heh. yea...interesting. ill get on that in a sec. we only got out 5 minutes early. so i made my way to the tech center to go to my computer litercy class...yay last class of the day. so we started at 1pm and i talked with this other girl named maya. so thats cool. the class seems like itll be pretty easy. so thats cool. got out like 140pm and it gets out 215pm. so i lucked out since it was the first day of these classes...so im really going to have a packed day on tuesdays and thursdays...but thats ok if i dont hafta work afterwards. so far they are working me on mondays after art. blah. oh well thats my only class on mondays..and wednesdays. i got to bring lots of supplies tho. i spent alot on art supplies and other stuff at staples and aaron brothers. i bought a drawingboard and a sketchbook...giant ass sketchbook...18x24 inch. heavy too. i actually bought 2...cuz well yea the one i bought at staples first was...less pages and i thought i might need more. blah. um. and i bought my portfolio that ill need for the semester and crap. i also bought pencils that ill need for wednesday..i wonder what we are going to do as the first assignment. yea. so. thats the good thing about having 4 classes on T/Th and one M/W cuz that class i need to drag lots of big stuff..and everything. ok well i need to go. glad i actually made me a post. hehe.
i hope this guy isnt...blah nevermind.
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[25 Aug 2004|08:55pm] |
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TEN Things You Did This Summer
- Went to the fair
- Saw Sugar Ray!!!! with Anne
- Took a trip to Las Vegas to see my new baby cousin--Brendan
- Went to the mall countless times
- Got myself a job at Souplantation
- Went to the movies!
- Spent alot of money..hehe =)
- Met some cool people!! ;)
- Finally got my cell phone..haha
- Spent time with friends.yay
NINE Favorite Songs of the Summer
- The Reason--Hoobastank
- Only One--Yellowcard
- Dream On--Aerosmith
- A Hard Day's Night--The Beatles
- Happy Together--The Turtles
- Empty Apartment--Yellowcard
- Believe--Yellowcard
- What It Takes--Aerosmith
- I'm Happy Just To Dance With You--The Beatles
EIGHT Places You Ate At
- Quiznos
- Wendy's
- Subway
- Rusty's Pizza
- Souplantation
- Taco Bell
- Fizolis
- Sweet Tomatoes
SEVEN Things that Annoyed You
- people treating me badly..
- my family
- customers at Souplantation
- traffic jams in the dead heat of Las Vegas
- not going places i wanted to
- not getting my account until August
- everything.
SIX Things You Bought
- duck shoe laces
- cute skirt and other clothes
- fast food
- awesome purse
- cell phone...haha
- friends dvds
FIVE Things You Accomplished
- getting a job
- meeting some new cool people
- facing some fears...
- pumping gas without screwing it up
- becoming more confident about myself
FOUR Movies You Saw
- Anchorman
- Dodgeball
- thats all i went to go see..haha i know
- blah blah..
THREE Things You Wish You Did
- not said somethings i.e. thing that made me look like an idiot
- made plans to actually got to magic mountain
- talked it up with that really hot guy at the gas station
TWO Laws You Broke
- speeding
- driving people before i turned 18..i suppose
ONE Thing You LOVED About This Summer
- hanging out with my best friends!!
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i need to stop sleeping in so badly...seriously..its not good..class starts on monday. i got my work schedule. finally. i had to go back in there today to look it up. so i work friday 530-1030...sat 10-3...sun 10-3...and monday 5-930...gahh. i hafta work on my first day of classes. luckily i only have my art class that day. i should have just told them im not available tues or thurs since i got a shitload of classes that day. blah. all i ever do is complain in this thing. im tired too. oh ya and i think i saw craig the other night too. that was wierd. at starbucks. blah. ok anyways...
i cant wait until october...thats when the first season of that 70s show is finally coming out!!! but its like october 26th and thats a lonnng way aways..which sucks but im ok with it. but im buying. i need to get my own car. that would rock so much. but i need to save my money first.
yea im hungry..someone should bring me food so i dont hafta get it..haha ok.
so whats been happening here lately...well the job yes. thats interesting. i hate it there. the other people who work there are fine. they are really cool actually. cheryl and franie are my favorite ones to work with. ive gotten some interesting customers. haha. these two people..came in for lunch and wanted soft drinks so i got them their cupz with ice..and when i rang up the total.. they got all mad because i guess they didnt want to pay that much...and they left their food that they got up at my register and sorta stormed out. i realllly wanted to just kick their asses. but yea. and so i took it to the back and disposed of it...then finally got my break. yay. im never really hungry on my breaks either...so meby im going to start not eating on them since i hafta pay 3 bucks anyways. yea. saturday was really cool. i mean it was rather boring but all these people started breaking out in singing "HAPPY TOGETHER"!! that song rocks. it was my friends and my song during...um...junior year...but yea that was great.
meeting some cool people. so thats awesome. trying to hang out with friends as much as possible. oh yea anne!!! aaron remembers that he owes us lunch!!!! yay!!! we'll come by presto pasta during christmas break. coolies. anyways. a billion people are online right now.
i killed the car...i messed up the allignment of the wheels to the steering wheel. its not that bad but i got to get it fixed. i didnt mean to hit whatever i hit either. so ya.
im done.
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Ok this myspace thing is getting on my nerves. everytime im on the site...internet explorer "unexpectedly" quits. this is shitty. im feeling kinda crappy tonite. im nervous about classes in less than two weeks....i like dont know anyone going there...everyones going to vc or a different college in a different state. all of my friends are at a different school...most of them at the same school. i guess i just miss that. i dunno. it hasnt kicked in until now that im going to a totally different school..even tho its like only a few minutes away...but still. new people and everything. there are certain parts of high school im going to miss. goofing off in class with my friends was so fun. but now this is a little more serious. im really nervous but im also excited so thats good i suppose. im also really nervous bout my job. i have to close on my own and im afraid i wont do everything correctly or how they expect me to do it. ive only been there a few days. i like some people i work with, like franie my trainer is really cool. but she wont be with me when i close up. then i hafta come back the very next morning to help open. its not that i hate it, im just real nervous...and what the managers want from me. they know its my first job but what if they expect me to get everything and understand everything on the first shot. i cant do that. i feel like i need more time and im scared they wont give me that. im just being really paranoind right now but still. everything is happening way too fast...
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first day of work. i dont know why i was so eagar to get a job...
come to souplantation and support me please!
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oh yea and the ducks and bunnies at the fair....awww i want one of each. or two. the bunnies were soooo cute and furry and the ducks were just funny. anyways...
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dude that concert was awesome. Anne and I went to the fair like we planned a few days ago. we went at like 230. im glad we did otherwise we would gotten there later (duh!) and gotten in line later. it was worth that looooonnng wait tho. seriously we got in line at like 4 and the show was at 730....so literally hours....and then sugar ray didnt actually come on until what seemed to be 830. but it was soooo fun....we lost our voices screaming for mark mcgrath!!! but it was fun...and then the strange dumm weird people around us. no more dirty looks. bleh. but it was all so very awesome.
alison yay your back.
ok tomorrow i....
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[07 Aug 2004|11:39pm] |
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ok um i am never ever going to get gas alone!!!!! that was sooooooo embarrassing...fuck i swear.
yea so im driving back from hanging out with anne and the gas light is on so i decide that i can do this on my own. ive only had my license for almost three months now. i got it may 14th...so i never had to get gas on my own cuz my dad had always got it and my tank was always full or had enough in it so i could get around. yea well he taught me exactly what to do so i have no trouble at all. well that was like a month ago....so i wasnt so sure of myself....so i went in and paid for the gas and it looked like i knew what i was doing. so yea ok and yes the guy there had to be cute. he just had to be. so that made matters worse and a lot more embarassing. so i went to the car with my hands full with my phone, my purse, and my wallet and my keys. so yea. ok well i tried unhooking the pump but i was having trouble. so then i call my dad to be all quiet about it but it was obvious i was having problems...so i guess the guy was watching so he came out and asked if i needed help so im like yea definitely....but it was sooooooo damn embarrassing cuz i didnt know what i was doing and i felt like such a dork. it was horrible and i was so humiliated. and he was cute, did i mention that?!?! why did he hafta be cute, i mean i def didnt mind whatsoever. haha. anyways so then i was having trouble with getting the gas cap off cuz i was on the phone at the same time and holding a jillion things. so yea it was so sweet that he helped me out and that he was cute...cuz yea so he left for a second to go help out the person at the register inside...so then he comes back and helps me out with the rest. he helped me put the gascap back on cuz my hands were still full and i forgot the direction to turn it. he told me counterclockwise but then he realized it was clockwise. haha. but yea that was an interesting experience. i still feel so dumm. and he asked me if i just started driving and im like no ive had my license for a few months....gosh, he prolly thought i was like 16. but im not. IM 18 HOT GUY IF YOUR OUT THERE!!!! im not young like that. seriously. that was unpleasant. im so embarrassed...
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[06 Aug 2004|11:25pm] |
haha i played mash and this is what i got!
You will live in Mansion.
You will drive a red convertible corvette.
You will marry Ryan from Yellowcard and have millions kids.
You will be a dj in middle of nowhere.
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I made me a new icon!!!!!
I like it...it's Yellowcard...and the lyrics are from my favorite song by them "Believe"
Anyways, yea.
( everything is gonna be alright )
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